Bad Dreams...

i had to fight to wake up this morning. i felt groggy. pulled under by the lucid dreams i had all night long, i woke up checking my skin for the cuts and tattoos that i had in my dream. i had carved something into my chest and tattooed my shoulder. all i remember are the words "in" and "sky" carved on my chest. the tattoos were large red flowers with green, thorny vines winding around my shoulder and creeping towards my chest. silly as it sounds, i was concerned someone would see because i tend to wear low-cut tops. i seemed to be especially anxious about my mother seeing the cuts. (she already knew about the tattoos, i assume?) i knew it would upset her, considering my past issues. what a way to begin your day.